我見諸君多有病
i consider you all sick in the head

料諸君見我應如是
i suppose you, too, think me sick

— quote from The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation by Mo Xiang Tong Xiu; self-translated


Miscellaneous✦ i also read a bit of danmei and BL manga on the side. i'm not really a fan of MXTX but i have a grudging respect for her prose. (...says the bitch who bought all 4 books of the physical copy of MDZS. yes i am the bitch in denial.)✦ currently into 姜曦/薛蒙 (jiang xi/xue meng) from 2ha, and 長顧 from sha po lang! still catching up on priest's works mostly. to-read list currently includes: 相見歡、茶香四溢、最後的守衛、提燈映桃花、心眼、逆襲、天寶伏妖錄、一級律師、撒野、鎮魂、殘次品、破雲、餘污、天涯客 amongst others...... lol i don't think i'm gonna finish any time soon✦ other danmei novels i've read:
池袋最強【逢場作戲】/ 漫漫何其多【AWM】/ 北南【碎玉投珠】/ MXTX's 3 works / 風弄 【奴才】/ almost everything that 回南雀 has written / a bunch of other novels from smaller writers.
my dream is to be the ghost flute "chen-qing".
wei wu-xian would put me to his lips every day


viewer discretion is advised.

Important:
✦ this account is nsfw!
✦ no minors, please. 18+ only.
✦ i post dead dove, including (but not limited to)
> pseudo-incest,
> underage,
> & non/dub-con.
✦ i do not support RPF.
✦ writing comms are closed, but you're always welcome to throw me a req in my asks box here
My ships:
hengren/renheng; yuanqing/yanjing
kaeluckae; kavetham
(reverse ok for me; kaeluckae esp are switch)



about me✦ name's mina!
✦ 20↑, any pronouns, writer
✦ HSR & gnsn.
✦ i have about as much will to live as a salted fish
hengren (DH tops blade!); yuanqing/yanjing
kaeluckae; kavetham
✦ random fact: in another life i would have been a translation major but in this one i succumbed to parental pressure to go for med 🤡

other stuffReasons to ship hengren, (8/100):
✦ cranky old man bottom yingxing (yes)
✦ dan feng has 2 dicks. and a serpent tongue. pls use ur imagination, imagine the Possibilities.
✦ think of all the kinky edgeplay they could do with blade's immortal body. the rough sadomasochistic sex. and blade is such a willing masochist (!!!)
✦ it's just hot
✦ yingxing's waist
✦ yingxing needs stress relief
✦ yingxing
blade deserves to be [redacted] to literal death
✦ i actually dont mind the top/bottom in sex but i love how hengren can explore fully the potential of dan heng's very complex very multi-layered character and doesn't shy away from painting him as an inherently imperfect (anti)hero, encompassing:>> (1) the impetuous headstrong arrogant ruthless impulsive man he was as dan feng, a man whose shadow you can still see in his current form as dan heng;>> (2) dan「丹」heng「恆」, "to carry a child's pure heart for eternity", a new, remade man filled with so much loneliness;>> (3) a man-shaped vessel housing two animals — a twisted tortured soul and a ghost of the past; a man with a too-soft heart dead set on a mission of self-discovery, holding a spear with killer's hands, hands stained with all that blood and suffering that he can never wash clean.✦ i also have a lot of feelings regarding blade's characterisation but it would take approximately 5 amber eras so i digress.


selected fic recs


i.glass animals
luckae + past crepkae / rated e / omegaverse

The cavalry captain who feared nothing and excelled at everything was merely a facade. The true Kaeya underneath was a doll made of spun glass, delicate like a snowflake, melting at the slightest touch of warmth.
link


**ii. **only a paper moon
luckae / rated e / omegaverse

Master Diluc returns to his winery for the first time since embarking on his long sojourn to find that his ex-brother is an omega. And he’s asking for Diluc’s help with his ill-timed heat.
link


iii.teacher's pet
kaeluc / rated e / underage

_teacher kaeya x student diluc. _
(ft. vibrators, fellatio, lingerie, school tie bondage.)
link



_i would like to be the air
_that inhabits you for a moment only.

i would like to be that unnoticed
& that necessary.
i.glass animals
luckae + past crepkae / rated e / omegaverse

The cavalry captain who feared nothing and excelled at everything was merely a facade. The true Kaeya underneath was a doll made of spun glass, delicate like a snowflake, melting at the slightest touch of warmth.
link.ii.teacher's pet
kaeluc / rated e / underage

_teacher kaeya x student diluc. _
ft. vibrators. fellatio. lingerie. bondage.
link.**iii. **only a paper moon
luckae / rated e / omegaverse

Master Diluc returns to his winery for the first time since embarking on his long sojourn to find that his ex-brother is an omega. And he’s asking for Diluc’s help with his ill-timed heat.
link.iv.call me maybe
kaeluc / rated e / mechanic kaeya

The shirtless man is bent over the open hood of a car, lines of muscle rippling in his back, his skin the colour of warm honey. His jeans sling dangerously low on his buttocks, leaving the dimples in his lower back in plain view, the broadness of his shoulders made more pronounced by his trim, narrow waist.
link.漢白玉佩珍珠扣
朝夕與共到白頭
A paired jade pendant and its pearl clasp,
Every day spent together, till death do us part.
— excerpt from 碎玉投珠 / 北南
self-translated
Diluc's cruelty is a subtle thing, manifesting not in sharp insults nor physical altercations, but in his frigid apathy.Your silence cuts me deeper than the wounds you left, Kaeya thinks. You're the only person in the whole world who I'd let hurt me. No one else.
Only you.
Random list of things I like✦ omegaverse
✦ kaeya's waist
✦ whore xingqiu
✦ chokers
✦ kaeya being nonconned
✦ repressed homophobic homosexual diluc
✦ exposed napes
what is dead dove?
>> read me <<
feel free to talk w me! i'm super chill.
i also don't really care if u block or unfollow
but if we were moots i'd appreciate softblocking before unfollowing ty
beiguangpolaris never lies
2.4k / rated e / canon-compliant

Beidou finds Beishi's crush on Ningguang highly inappropriate.
link.

To his lips, he canted his ghostly flute,
the “Campaigner”,
鬼笛陳情,
縱千兵萬馬。
And sent armies ten thousand strong
lurching straight forward with its sound.
註:
陳者,述也。「陳情」一詞有陳述苦衷、表達願望之意,即 “petition”的意思,故此以 “Campaigner” 一詞名之譯之。
T/N:
The word Chénqíng has the meaning of "to lobby", "to petition" (for something) through heartfelt expression of one's true thoughts and emotions. Therefore, I took a more liberal approach to translate it as "The Campaigner". I also think it's fitting as a weapon of war, i.e. a campaign.